Monday, April 5, 2010

Terrible mood

Out of my expectation, Chinese paper 2 is less than 60 this time...and teacher has just told me that my essay was out of topic, the highest mark I can get for this exam is only half of the total. The second time in my life, Chinese is 50+ for me. Cool eh?

I was really upset during all the way home, and when I was on FB, something made me feel even more sad. I visited
Daily K Pop News page as usual. Normally I will pay attention on the news of the artists that I'm interested, and today they translated and released a fan article about Super Junior.

The title was
What you see isn't true - SJ isn't a happy group . This article was written by a Korean ELF (Everlasting Friend, SJ fans' name). 13 of them hide their tears behind their smiles, they are all sad characters in life. Accidents, injuries, parent passed away, criticisms, misunderstandings, the company and so on. Pity boys.

People, stop scolding on them.

I still have to study Physics in this kind of mood. I don't want to ruin this exam. SERIOUSLY. Why do I still get certain questions wrong even though I've read it? Why do I get such result when I've already started to study hard?

I know why. I've set a target that is too difficult for me to achieve.

Now I think back during the Form 3 days, I aimed for 5 As only. Eventually I got a better result than that. So what should I do? Lower my target?

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