Don't ask me why, who, what, when, where, how. It makes me feel much more angrier.
I tried to forget, I tried to pretend nothing happened before and I tried to do anything that is good for everyone. But too bad that no one is appreciating. Nobody's is appreciating at all.
No matter what, for me, SPM is still the most important thing in this year. I want to stop myself from getting distracted by those senseless matters.
But I think, as long as I still have plenty of good friends by my side, as long as my family is with me all the time, nothing's gonna bring me down. Never.
Sometimes, things always happen in such a sudden. I'm tired of those friendship matters, I've been experiencing it since I was a little girl, and I think that's enough for me.
I'd really like to be friends with everyone around me, even though I'm typically an introvert. We've been knowing each other for such a long time, please don't easily get misunderstood. Let everyone has good memories for high school. l=
Friday, April 30, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Complicated week
I'mfeelingthatthisweekhasbeenreallyreallyreallylongandthismakesmefeelthatthingsaregettingcomplicated.
Sometimes I don't really understand what are some people thinking. Why are they thinking in the opposite way? Why do they make such stupid decisions? Well, when I say OPPOSITE, it does not mean negative, it means DOSEN'T MAKE SENSE AT ALL.
Am I bad? Or are WE really that evil, that will make other people stay away from us? We are not aliens after all.
I want my happy life back.
p/s Aqilah has been my prom partner, nobody can rampas her away from me! Muahahahaha.
Sometimes I don't really understand what are some people thinking. Why are they thinking in the opposite way? Why do they make such stupid decisions? Well, when I say OPPOSITE, it does not mean negative, it means DOSEN'T MAKE SENSE AT ALL.
Am I bad? Or are WE really that evil, that will make other people stay away from us? We are not aliens after all.
I want my happy life back.
p/s Aqilah has been my prom partner, nobody can rampas her away from me! Muahahahaha.
Monday, April 26, 2010
Better don't read this post
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Told ya not to read this.
To those self-centred, brain-less, RACISTsssssss, bulliesssss, please, I am sincerely BEGGING YOU NOW AT HERE, P-L-E-A-S-E, change your attidute, it's annoying, it's NOOB, it's pea-brained!!!!!!!!!
You people making me hate all of you.
Told ya not to read this.
To those self-centred, brain-less, RACISTsssssss, bulliesssss, please, I am sincerely BEGGING YOU NOW AT HERE, P-L-E-A-S-E, change your attidute, it's annoying, it's NOOB, it's pea-brained!!!!!!!!!
What the...!!
You people making me hate all of you.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
SMKDL 书法营 + 红豆冰！
星期六 10.30 am
我所期待的书法营终于到了！
果然不负我所望，这次的书法营真的很有趣，教学方式相当有效，而且我也进步了点~字体不是说很端正，因为很久没有写了，但是通过此营，我至少学会了书法的技巧，字体的结构，笔画伸张，纸面的布白等等。
听讲座的时候出奇的不闷，其中包括书法的历史，字形的演变……我觉得讲师谢豪杰的说话方式好独特，刚开始会很怕他，因为他好像有一点凶（哈哈！），可是后来 get 到了他的幽默方式，就觉得他其实没有想象中那么凶。
到了吃饭的时间！终于可以不用在学校吃食堂的食物了！老师定了烧鸡饭，超级好吃！很明显这鸡饭是华人卖的，因为好像只有华人的鸡饭是用油饭。（油饭就是用煮鸡的鸡汤煲的饭）
在这要感谢我们华文学会里面最自恋的靓仔贩卖组组长，Eric 卢吉峻先生，谢谢他当了我们的 Entertainer 之余，还很顺便的成为了义务的垃圾收集员。 还要谢谢他，让我见识了真正的自恋是什么。哈哈！
当天最后一个课是章法研习，本来是要写一幅对联和一幅中堂的，可是因为时间问题，我们只来得及写对联，我最爱的中堂只能留在平时练习的时候写了。
还有还有！我要感谢在我组里的丘老师 *我忘记了他的全名>.<* ，他一直在看着我写，一直在指导我，我才能够轻易的抓住书法技巧！
5.30 pm
书法营终于圆满结束！ 这时候姝俐的爸爸就飞车带我们到 Pavilion 去，因为我们要赶着看 6.30pm 那场的《初恋红豆冰》！好期待这本地电影，尤其是阿牛的处女作，一定要捧场！
到了 Pavilion ，我们先去吃东西（基本上只有我在吃……），吃着吃着，看看时间，6.15pm 了！那3位先生还没有到！（普豪，伟升和 Caleb）我和姝俐都很抓狂，因为我们都不喜欢看戏迟到，错过了一点点剧情都不行。 最后，我们还是迟入场了。电影明显已经开始，我们终究是 miss 了前面的故事……
有几个角色我想要特别介绍，第一个就是品冠。我的天啊，白马王子一出场，整个戏院里的人都笑翻了！想象一下一个平时文质彬彬的情歌王子，摇身一变，在电影里面饰演火炭店太子爷，全身上下穿的都是白色，站在黑乌乌的炭店里，弹着吉他，摇摇摆摆的在唱《情人》。
还有的就是曹格饰演的马麟帆。有事没事就用娘娘腔语调的“我切掉~”来跟李心洁做赌注，可好笑的就是，他每次都输给李心洁，都不知道要切多少次。
星期日
等下 3.30pm 的时候，我，加因，普豪，伟升和 Caleb 会去“夹 Band ”，今天将会是我人生第一次玩 Bass Guitar，期待万分！！
在那之前，加因会来我家，一起讨论 AddMath 后才出去。
p/s 我不要再 Fail Add Math!!!!!!
我所期待的书法营终于到了！
果然不负我所望，这次的书法营真的很有趣，教学方式相当有效，而且我也进步了点~字体不是说很端正，因为很久没有写了，但是通过此营，我至少学会了书法的技巧，字体的结构，笔画伸张，纸面的布白等等。
听讲座的时候出奇的不闷，其中包括书法的历史，字形的演变……我觉得讲师谢豪杰的说话方式好独特，刚开始会很怕他，因为他好像有一点凶（哈哈！），可是后来 get 到了他的幽默方式，就觉得他其实没有想象中那么凶。
到了吃饭的时间！终于可以不用在学校吃食堂的食物了！老师定了烧鸡饭，超级好吃！很明显这鸡饭是华人卖的，因为好像只有华人的鸡饭是用油饭。（油饭就是用煮鸡的鸡汤煲的饭）
在这要感谢我们华文学会里面最自恋的靓仔贩卖组组长，Eric 卢吉峻先生，谢谢他当了我们的 Entertainer 之余，还很顺便的成为了义务的垃圾收集员。 还要谢谢他，让我见识了真正的自恋是什么。哈哈！
当天最后一个课是章法研习，本来是要写一幅对联和一幅中堂的，可是因为时间问题，我们只来得及写对联，我最爱的中堂只能留在平时练习的时候写了。
还有还有！我要感谢在我组里的丘老师 *我忘记了他的全名>.<* ，他一直在看着我写，一直在指导我，我才能够轻易的抓住书法技巧！
5.30 pm
书法营终于圆满结束！ 这时候姝俐的爸爸就飞车带我们到 Pavilion 去，因为我们要赶着看 6.30pm 那场的《初恋红豆冰》！好期待这本地电影，尤其是阿牛的处女作，一定要捧场！
到了 Pavilion ，我们先去吃东西（基本上只有我在吃……），吃着吃着，看看时间，6.15pm 了！那3位先生还没有到！（普豪，伟升和 Caleb）我和姝俐都很抓狂，因为我们都不喜欢看戏迟到，错过了一点点剧情都不行。 最后，我们还是迟入场了。电影明显已经开始，我们终究是 miss 了前面的故事……
有几个角色我想要特别介绍，第一个就是品冠。我的天啊，白马王子一出场，整个戏院里的人都笑翻了！想象一下一个平时文质彬彬的情歌王子，摇身一变，在电影里面饰演火炭店太子爷，全身上下穿的都是白色，站在黑乌乌的炭店里，弹着吉他，摇摇摆摆的在唱《情人》。
还有的就是曹格饰演的马麟帆。有事没事就用娘娘腔语调的“我切掉~”来跟李心洁做赌注，可好笑的就是，他每次都输给李心洁，都不知道要切多少次。
星期日
等下 3.30pm 的时候，我，加因，普豪，伟升和 Caleb 会去“夹 Band ”，今天将会是我人生第一次玩 Bass Guitar，期待万分！！
在那之前，加因会来我家，一起讨论 AddMath 后才出去。
p/s 我不要再 Fail Add Math!!!!!!
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Weird day
Today I tried my very first time to speak in front of all the Lokmanians. Nervous 10%, anxious 10%, shy 10%, felt 20% awkward when not talking, felt 50% STRANGE when standing at the side there and said nothing. But at least, that wasn't bad and not disappointing.
The most funny and disappointing stuff of the day: I failed Add Math, but I ranked no.8, what the doooooot.
After finish watching CN Blue's YongHwa and Girls Generation's SeoHyun's We Got Married, and after blogging as well, I'm gonna eat my Add Math work books.
Before I eat them, I'm going to do something to interact with them. I'm planning to go on a movie with them first. Besides, take a bath with them is possible too. Then sleep with them tonight. Oh, not to forget, talk to them, communicate with them, then eat them. And finally, DIGEST THEM INTO EVERY SINGLE CELL IN MY BRAIN!!
Beware everyone, the author of this blog is 101% insane.
Bengkel ruined my day. I hate bengkel. Bloody bengkel. Exam candidates should have their studies in class, for me, 1 teacher teaching a large group of students will NEVER work. A class consists of 30 students is already consider a large class, then what if hundred over students study together?
Anyway, it's not a bad strategy of study after all. I have no homework AT ALL for this week, which means, I can online (MUAHAHAHA), I can do my revision, I can do more Add Math exercises, I can play my guitar, I can watch my favourite shows, I can enjoy my beloved artists' songs, I can do whatever I want. Even though I still feeling that I am wasting so much time.
I really want to attend Chemistry extra class, but I can't because of that don't-know-what kursus. Gonna sit in the ODT and listen to endless speeches, AGAIN.
Hey you, MID-TERM! I won't be afraid of you, ok. BECAUSE I'M CRAZY! (kesian budak ni, gila exam...)
Good luck for me, good luck for everyone.
The most funny and disappointing stuff of the day: I failed Add Math, but I ranked no.8, what the doooooot.
After finish watching CN Blue's YongHwa and Girls Generation's SeoHyun's We Got Married, and after blogging as well, I'm gonna eat my Add Math work books.
Before I eat them, I'm going to do something to interact with them. I'm planning to go on a movie with them first. Besides, take a bath with them is possible too. Then sleep with them tonight. Oh, not to forget, talk to them, communicate with them, then eat them. And finally, DIGEST THEM INTO EVERY SINGLE CELL IN MY BRAIN!!
Beware everyone, the author of this blog is 101% insane.
Bengkel ruined my day. I hate bengkel. Bloody bengkel. Exam candidates should have their studies in class, for me, 1 teacher teaching a large group of students will NEVER work. A class consists of 30 students is already consider a large class, then what if hundred over students study together?
Anyway, it's not a bad strategy of study after all. I have no homework AT ALL for this week, which means, I can online (MUAHAHAHA), I can do my revision, I can do more Add Math exercises, I can play my guitar, I can watch my favourite shows, I can enjoy my beloved artists' songs, I can do whatever I want. Even though I still feeling that I am wasting so much time.
I really want to attend Chemistry extra class, but I can't because of that don't-know-what kursus. Gonna sit in the ODT and listen to endless speeches, AGAIN.
Hey you, MID-TERM! I won't be afraid of you, ok. BECAUSE I'M CRAZY! (kesian budak ni, gila exam...)
Good luck for me, good luck for everyone.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Lokman's hall
Is just like an oven, according to my mom. She swears that she will never enter our school hall anymore since she went in once, last year.
Today we have the bloody bengkel thing in the hall, staying inside whole day long and I feel like rinsing myself in sweats! OMG! I hate myself to be so sweaty! Eww!
We got our class ranking today, I'm still rank at no.8, same as the previous test. Which means I am still maintaining my results, or another words, some of the subjects improved and some have dropped.
Should I, or shouldn't I be happy?
Tomorrow I gonna have performance during the assembly along with Donk and Cherry~Nervous and anxious! I'm afraid that my BM sucks by that time...cuz my tongue was tied up during today's practice.
Wish me luck!
Today we have the bloody bengkel thing in the hall, staying inside whole day long and I feel like rinsing myself in sweats! OMG! I hate myself to be so sweaty! Eww!
We got our class ranking today, I'm still rank at no.8, same as the previous test. Which means I am still maintaining my results, or another words, some of the subjects improved and some have dropped.
Should I, or shouldn't I be happy?
Tomorrow I gonna have performance during the assembly along with Donk and Cherry~Nervous and anxious! I'm afraid that my BM sucks by that time...cuz my tongue was tied up during today's practice.
Wish me luck!
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Less can't be more, more will never be less
I'm actually quite emotional recently, I mean internally. Tiffy thought I cried in Chemistry lab just now (actually I was having little flu). Don't worry guys, you all won't see me crying in school anymore, I guess.
Refer to the title, obviously I'm indicating my results. But I always know, if I want more, for sure I have to do more and put in more effort. I won't say I did not study much for this exam. I really did revision, even my parents thought that this phenomenon is - ABNORMAL.
Friends keep telling me "never mind", "try again next time"...but teachers keep saying "your results are so disappointing!", "students, don't play anymore, please, focus more on your studies!"... So what to do now? Who should I listen to?
Dad: You have Chinese Society tomorrow? Again?
Me: Yea.
Dad: You're going to have your SPM, don't involve so much in those activities.
Me: Do you think I can choose whether to join? *mad*
Dad: Sure you can!
Me: But I'm the president!
Dad: *repeat what I said in the same way*
Me: *MAD*
Sometimes adults really don't understand. Or should say, they sometimes won't understand. They think it's just easy for us to give up anything or everything.
We are really good in writing essays, especially topics about problems between teenagers and parents. We can think of the factors and reasons, the impacts and the SOLUTIONS. The funny thing is, we don't apply the "solutions" in our lives.
"Echo~echo~echo~in my mind~Echo~echo~echo~in my brain~"
#[Echo] in the line above, I am refering to "STUDY~FOCUS~STUDY~FOCUS~"#
Refer to the title, obviously I'm indicating my results. But I always know, if I want more, for sure I have to do more and put in more effort. I won't say I did not study much for this exam. I really did revision, even my parents thought that this phenomenon is - ABNORMAL.
Friends keep telling me "never mind", "try again next time"...but teachers keep saying "your results are so disappointing!", "students, don't play anymore, please, focus more on your studies!"... So what to do now? Who should I listen to?
Dad: You have Chinese Society tomorrow? Again?
Me: Yea.
Dad: You're going to have your SPM, don't involve so much in those activities.
Me: Do you think I can choose whether to join? *mad*
Dad: Sure you can!
Me: But I'm the president!
Dad: *repeat what I said in the same way*
Me: *MAD*
Sometimes adults really don't understand. Or should say, they sometimes won't understand. They think it's just easy for us to give up anything or everything.
We are really good in writing essays, especially topics about problems between teenagers and parents. We can think of the factors and reasons, the impacts and the SOLUTIONS. The funny thing is, we don't apply the "solutions" in our lives.
"Echo~echo~echo~in my mind~Echo~echo~echo~in my brain~"
#[Echo] in the line above, I am refering to "STUDY~FOCUS~STUDY~FOCUS~"#
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Illusion paintings
Stay away kid! The train's coming!
Big fountain with small birds, or small fountain with big birds?
Mirror or water?
Real castle or not?
Spinningggggggg
I feel like dropping into the hole.........
Wow! The purple rings are moving!
Hey black dots! Stop jumping around!!
I feel dizzy now....@__@
如果我是音乐神童……
最近我在学弹吉他，百分之百的初学者，不过我在学习的过程中有怪癖，就是喜欢对照着钢琴谱来弹吉他。我的怪异举动听起来好像我很厉害，其实没有。
我从小就很渴望可以学音乐，很羡慕一些在音乐室里擅自弹钢琴的臭屁又爱炫耀的同学。但除了小学时期一星期两节一小时的音乐课以外，基本上我接触音乐的时间真的少之又少。
小学有学吹木笛，刚刚学会A、B、C三个音后，每天都吹奏《玛丽有只小绵羊》，吹个不停。想必当年的爸妈，听到厌倦了吧？上星期，我站在晒衣区，隐约听见附近某户人家，有小孩在吹《玛丽有只小绵羊》，钩起我不少回忆。
上了高中，我无聊到跟朋友借口风琴来玩，到现在都还没还。在这种忙着应付考试的年代，我也无聊到在考试的第一天开始接触吉他，每天弹个不停，恨不得要抱着吉他睡觉。
讲真，我真的不是很会弹的那种。虽然我学了足足一个月。
我曾经幻想自己是什么什么神童。艺术神童，舞蹈神童，绘画神童，数学神童，科学神童，语文神童，电脑神童，运动神童……当然少不了幻想自己是音乐神童。
我不否认以前经常怨爸妈：“干嘛不让我学钢琴？我那么多朋友都会，只有我不会，哪里可以这样？”
爸妈也会一贯式的回答：“你朋友学钢琴关我们什么事？”
其实也对啦。以前还小，不明白为什么爸妈对我这个女儿那么绝情，只要他们拒绝我的要求，就会发他们一整天的脾气。现在明白当初，没有学钢琴，其实并没有什么值得遗憾。也明白了为什么爸妈不让我学。
现在的我，凭着4、5年前的小基础，加上自己耍出有的没的小聪明，运用在我学习弹吉他的过程中。现在这样，弹吉他的时候反而可以在家长面前装出一副臭屁的样子，再用敏锐的双眼说：“看！我自己学的啊！”
看见我无师自通，妈妈的表情其实蛮欣慰的（她一副要笑不笑的样子，应该是可以用“欣慰”来形容啦，哈哈！）
如果我是音乐神童，那该多好。至少可以有机会自费留学，在充满异国风情的街头卖艺赚学费。人来人往中，站着一名一面弹着吉他，一面唱歌的卖艺女生，天啊，好梦幻！
我真的有跟妈妈说过这回事，你们大概可以想到她那被我冷到、炸到、气到无话可说的表情。往另外一方面想，她的表情应该是表示佩服我惊人的想象力。
*女生们如果想学吉他，千万不要像我那么笨，一开始就学弹 Acoustic guitar。因为这种吉他的金属线很硬，才一个月手指就生茧了。如果女生要学，我建议先学习尼龙线的吉他~
还有哦，要定时擦润肤霜或者一些有滋润效果的乳液，保养保养一下，这样手指才不会粗粗糙糙的
我从小就很渴望可以学音乐，很羡慕一些在音乐室里擅自弹钢琴的臭屁又爱炫耀的同学。但除了小学时期一星期两节一小时的音乐课以外，基本上我接触音乐的时间真的少之又少。
小学有学吹木笛，刚刚学会A、B、C三个音后，每天都吹奏《玛丽有只小绵羊》，吹个不停。想必当年的爸妈，听到厌倦了吧？上星期，我站在晒衣区，隐约听见附近某户人家，有小孩在吹《玛丽有只小绵羊》，钩起我不少回忆。
上了高中，我无聊到跟朋友借口风琴来玩，到现在都还没还。在这种忙着应付考试的年代，我也无聊到在考试的第一天开始接触吉他，每天弹个不停，恨不得要抱着吉他睡觉。
讲真，我真的不是很会弹的那种。虽然我学了足足一个月。
我曾经幻想自己是什么什么神童。艺术神童，舞蹈神童，绘画神童，数学神童，科学神童，语文神童，电脑神童，运动神童……当然少不了幻想自己是音乐神童。
我不否认以前经常怨爸妈：“干嘛不让我学钢琴？我那么多朋友都会，只有我不会，哪里可以这样？”
爸妈也会一贯式的回答：“你朋友学钢琴关我们什么事？”
其实也对啦。以前还小，不明白为什么爸妈对我这个女儿那么绝情，只要他们拒绝我的要求，就会发他们一整天的脾气。现在明白当初，没有学钢琴，其实并没有什么值得遗憾。也明白了为什么爸妈不让我学。
现在的我，凭着4、5年前的小基础，加上自己耍出有的没的小聪明，运用在我学习弹吉他的过程中。现在这样，弹吉他的时候反而可以在家长面前装出一副臭屁的样子，再用敏锐的双眼说：“看！我自己学的啊！”
看见我无师自通，妈妈的表情其实蛮欣慰的（她一副要笑不笑的样子，应该是可以用“欣慰”来形容啦，哈哈！）
如果我是音乐神童，那该多好。至少可以有机会自费留学，在充满异国风情的街头卖艺赚学费。人来人往中，站着一名一面弹着吉他，一面唱歌的卖艺女生，天啊，好梦幻！
我真的有跟妈妈说过这回事，你们大概可以想到她那被我冷到、炸到、气到无话可说的表情。往另外一方面想，她的表情应该是表示佩服我惊人的想象力。
*女生们如果想学吉他，千万不要像我那么笨，一开始就学弹 Acoustic guitar。因为这种吉他的金属线很硬，才一个月手指就生茧了。如果女生要学，我建议先学习尼龙线的吉他~
还有哦，要定时擦润肤霜或者一些有滋润效果的乳液，保养保养一下，这样手指才不会粗粗糙糙的
Monday, April 12, 2010
Tearful week
I don't know how many times have I been crying because of terrible results.
I can't aim for anything.
Maybe aimless is good?
Or maybe lower aim is better for me?
Anyone...help me please...
I can't aim for anything.
Maybe aimless is good?
Or maybe lower aim is better for me?
Anyone...help me please...
Sunday, April 11, 2010
杂记
好久没有用中文写部落格了，好久没有写中文了，难怪华文的分数那么的……低。考了两次的考试，两次都是60以下，我真的要创纪录了，还有破自己的纪录，拿下我生平最低中文分数大奖，厉害吧？
最近正在准备写参赛的作品，故事大纲我已经想好了，不过有点另类，太另类，我不知道老师会不会接受，就算真的能参赛，都不知道评审受不受得了我写的东西。在这里透露一点点啦，主角是个精神病患。有人说，作者写出来的文章，多多少少都跟自己的性格或真实生活相似，我把主角设计为一个精神病的角色，很明显，我在暗示着我自己，也是一个不折不扣的傻人物。我根本就是。
我们华文学会正在筹备一个校际一日营，目前还没有被批准（况且计划书也还没翻译），还在筹备的开头，咱们的筹委主席就有点想放弃念头了耶……其实也没什么的啦，只是他认为其他的执委看起来都不怎么认真，不太团结，因为做事情起来会很辛苦、艰辛。
无论如何，天掉下来就当棉被嘛！批准了不就努力去做咯。
星期五的活动过后，大概4点钟我就要回家了。这一整个月来，马来西亚的天气就来要比得上埃及沙漠，怎么知道星期五，正正4点钟，就给我下倾盆大雨！要我怎么回家？！因为太大雨，爸爸下不了车，只好将雨伞扔出窗外。本来以为可以扔到食堂这里来给我，怎么知道，扔了两把，两把都掉在篮球场上！
汗……………………
幸好有一个练球时变了落汤鸡的马来仔刚好在食堂里，他帮我把雨伞捡了回来，真的要谢谢他。
最近正在准备写参赛的作品，故事大纲我已经想好了，不过有点另类，太另类，我不知道老师会不会接受，就算真的能参赛，都不知道评审受不受得了我写的东西。在这里透露一点点啦，主角是个精神病患。有人说，作者写出来的文章，多多少少都跟自己的性格或真实生活相似，我把主角设计为一个精神病的角色，很明显，我在暗示着我自己，也是一个不折不扣的傻人物。我根本就是。
我们华文学会正在筹备一个校际一日营，目前还没有被批准（况且计划书也还没翻译），还在筹备的开头，咱们的筹委主席就有点想放弃念头了耶……其实也没什么的啦，只是他认为其他的执委看起来都不怎么认真，不太团结，因为做事情起来会很辛苦、艰辛。
无论如何，天掉下来就当棉被嘛！批准了不就努力去做咯。
星期五的活动过后，大概4点钟我就要回家了。这一整个月来，马来西亚的天气就来要比得上埃及沙漠，怎么知道星期五，正正4点钟，就给我下倾盆大雨！要我怎么回家？！因为太大雨，爸爸下不了车，只好将雨伞扔出窗外。本来以为可以扔到食堂这里来给我，怎么知道，扔了两把，两把都掉在篮球场上！
汗……………………
幸好有一个练球时变了落汤鸡的马来仔刚好在食堂里，他帮我把雨伞捡了回来，真的要谢谢他。
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星期六~久违的周末呀！好不容易撑到考完试，这回一定要进戏院，过一下戏瘾！
我选择看梁志强的作品，《做人》。有人问我：“蛤……你看他的戏啊？他有丑闻耶……”切，关我什么事？看电影跟他的人格和私生活应该怎么扯也扯不上关系吧？ 这么多年来，梁导的电影都没有让我失望过，为何不支持？
说起看电影就觉得好笑。这次只有我和妈妈两个人去看，时间是2:30pm嘛，我们就准时要进场咯，怎么知道，一开门……里面黑漆漆的，而且……一个人也没有！我吓到马上跟妈妈冲回出来，妈妈还很质疑的问：“你确定你进对的戏院？”天~不要吓我叻……明明就是写着Hall 1嘛……
后来发现，原来我们太早了，我的意思是说，在这种小型的戏院，不用那么早进场，就算迟到，都没关系，因为比你迟的人多的是。
总的来说，电影是真的蛮好看，很有教育性质，绝对值得捧场。台湾的NoNo也有参与演出，让整部电影变得更加搞笑。李国煌依然那么幽默，演技精湛，妈妈说，老天果然是公平的，会演戏的，就算不靓仔靓女，还是会有人欣赏。原来女主角是演《女头家》的女主角~一边演的是女强人，一边演的是渴望小孩的小女人，好大的落差，一时很不习惯~
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今天早上跟美欢他们去看剧：《乐坛洗冤大斗法之-星光背后》。只能说：棒！演技真的一流，再加上来一回现场的同性恋男男激吻，天啊，谁受得了？！哈哈！
看了整部剧后发现，原来坐艺人不是大家想想中那么简单，那么繁华，灿烂的星光背后，隐藏的是黑暗阴险的恶斗，你死我活的，为的都是自己的利益。可是发明星梦的人，还是满街都是。
看完剧后，我说要去金河买吉他配件。伟升跟我说茨厂街那里有一间吉他配件批发商，东西很便宜。听清楚哦，他说茨厂街附近。走下走下，走到老远的Kota Raya，天气那么热，人潮汹涌，巴士黑烟又那么多，经过重重困难以及穿越了那么多荆棘，去到了才发现：没有开！！！
算了啦，我还是去金河广场买算了。我们选择搭巴士去，幸好刚巧有巴士到，不然真的要等两个小时。搭了才知道，巴士不是停在TimeSquare正门口，最靠近的车站，下了车，还要走餐馆的后巷才能到TimeSquare。为什么我要特别讲明“餐馆的后巷”？在这里讲一下，KL的后巷应该是全世界最脏最臭的了，餐馆的后巷更加厉害，什么菜头菜尾啦，鸡脚啦，鸡毛啦，蛋壳啦，馊水啦，老鼠啦……样样齐！
千辛万苦，山长水远，长途跋涉，尽力重重困境，汗流浃背，自强不息，力争上游，我和弟弟终于气喘吁吁的到达了金河广场！第一件事！就是跟弟弟去3楼，我最爱的笨珍餐厅吃云吞面，和一杯哈密瓜汁，哇佬！简直是天堂的享受！
吃了午餐，就马上冲去乐器店，买我要的配件，之后就顶着晒得痛到要命的头回家去~
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明天又是上课天，一个星期内要烦3个表演，我的天……每次都是这样，以为考试过后就能休息，好好的上课，追回一些missed了的科目。怎么知道还是要忙些有的没的，忙完以后，下一个考试又来临了。
可以不要折磨考生吗？？！！
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
WooHoo
Finally, life's back again!
Exam has just ended, but Pn Mazni still never forgot to remind us that the next exam is also just around the corner, and yet, our lessons are still progressing slowly...Anywaysss, learning time is always much more better and joyful than exam time!
Got some of my papers back, Chinese was making me tearful, but now I'm alright, really. BM, luckily is an A, no + and no -. Maths, 80+ is good enough for me, but I got more than that in the previous test. Means now, for sure, my percentage will definitely be lower than 70%. Again.
CS is going to organize an "One Day Camp" in school! But we are still planning, and trying to get approval by the Principal, hope we can make it!
Exam has just ended, but Pn Mazni still never forgot to remind us that the next exam is also just around the corner, and yet, our lessons are still progressing slowly...Anywaysss, learning time is always much more better and joyful than exam time!
Got some of my papers back, Chinese was making me tearful, but now I'm alright, really. BM, luckily is an A, no + and no -. Maths, 80+ is good enough for me, but I got more than that in the previous test. Means now, for sure, my percentage will definitely be lower than 70%. Again.
CS is going to organize an "One Day Camp" in school! But we are still planning, and trying to get approval by the Principal, hope we can make it!
Monday, April 5, 2010
Changing nood
Hoo~the previous post was kinda (very / extremely) moody, and I am trying to fix my feelings now. Everyone, I'm okay already, just that I suddenly felt a little bit disappointed on my Chinese.
Those list below is are some of Korean bands / groups / artists fans name, I found it in FB. Korean pop industry is kinda crazy. LOL.
Those list below is are some of Korean bands / groups / artists fans name, I found it in FB. Korean pop industry is kinda crazy. LOL.
- [I AM] - 2AM
- [V.I.P] - Big Bang
- [Black Jack] - 2NE1
- [Beauty] - Beast/B2ST
- [Everlasting] - Brown Eyed Girls
- [Cassiopeia] - DBSK
- [Primadonna] - FT Island
- [Kamilia] - KARA
- [SHINee.W] - SHINee
- [S♥NE] - SNSD
- [E.L.F.] - Super Junior
- [4NIA] - 4Minute
- [Flawless] - Super Junior M
Terrible mood
Out of my expectation, Chinese paper 2 is less than 60 this time...and teacher has just told me that my essay was out of topic, the highest mark I can get for this exam is only half of the total. The second time in my life, Chinese is 50+ for me. Cool eh?
I was really upset during all the way home, and when I was on FB, something made me feel even more sad. I visited Daily K Pop News page as usual. Normally I will pay attention on the news of the artists that I'm interested, and today they translated and released a fan article about Super Junior.
The title was What you see isn't true - SJ isn't a happy group . This article was written by a Korean ELF (Everlasting Friend, SJ fans' name). 13 of them hide their tears behind their smiles, they are all sad characters in life. Accidents, injuries, parent passed away, criticisms, misunderstandings, the company and so on. Pity boys.
People, stop scolding on them.
I still have to study Physics in this kind of mood. I don't want to ruin this exam. SERIOUSLY. Why do I still get certain questions wrong even though I've read it? Why do I get such result when I've already started to study hard?
I know why. I've set a target that is too difficult for me to achieve.
Now I think back during the Form 3 days, I aimed for 5 As only. Eventually I got a better result than that. So what should I do? Lower my target?
I was really upset during all the way home, and when I was on FB, something made me feel even more sad. I visited Daily K Pop News page as usual. Normally I will pay attention on the news of the artists that I'm interested, and today they translated and released a fan article about Super Junior.
The title was What you see isn't true - SJ isn't a happy group . This article was written by a Korean ELF (Everlasting Friend, SJ fans' name). 13 of them hide their tears behind their smiles, they are all sad characters in life. Accidents, injuries, parent passed away, criticisms, misunderstandings, the company and so on. Pity boys.
People, stop scolding on them.
I still have to study Physics in this kind of mood. I don't want to ruin this exam. SERIOUSLY. Why do I still get certain questions wrong even though I've read it? Why do I get such result when I've already started to study hard?
I know why. I've set a target that is too difficult for me to achieve.
Now I think back during the Form 3 days, I aimed for 5 As only. Eventually I got a better result than that. So what should I do? Lower my target?
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Please don't go
I'm referring to the weekend.
When we are suffering, we will feel that time passes really really slow as a little tortoise. But when we are playing, enjoying or just resting, as long as other than studying, time just passes like the flowing water. I was so desperate waiting for the weekend to arrive, and now it's weekend, but it's already Sunday...T_T
Tomorrow will be Chemistry, still, Form 4 chapters are left behind.
Bingeul bingeul bingeul BINGEUL! My head is spinning around just like this lyrics. Headache man!
U-Kiss Bingeul Bingeul (Spinning round and round)
When we are suffering, we will feel that time passes really really slow as a little tortoise. But when we are playing, enjoying or just resting, as long as other than studying, time just passes like the flowing water. I was so desperate waiting for the weekend to arrive, and now it's weekend, but it's already Sunday...T_T
Tomorrow will be Chemistry, still, Form 4 chapters are left behind.
Bingeul bingeul bingeul BINGEUL! My head is spinning around just like this lyrics. Headache man!
U-Kiss Bingeul Bingeul (Spinning round and round)
Friday, April 2, 2010
Down Down Down Down
This title is inspired by Girls Generation, yea, exactly, I'm DOWN. Feel sorry to myself, I ruined my History paper 1, how weird. People usually worry about paper 2, but I'm terbalik.
Overall, this week's exam, wass just not as bad as I thought, but also not that good after all. Add Maths still making me sick. I wonder what will happen, if, IF WE DON'T GET TIPS FOR EXAM?
Next week will be Physics and Chemistry week, focus focus and focus. I'm actually more concentrate on Chemistry, honestly, I haven't even touched my Physics books!
Chinese Society activity week 2. At least, I don't feel stressful today.
Li Shen and Kah Yen came! Aww, how I miss them~my seniors~Li Shen's going to study Form 6, welcome back Sis~~!
Guys, T-shirt design is gonna done by ShuLee, and I really want it to be purple...We try not to use cartoons as our main design, we are going to transform to be the Artistic Weirdossss, haha. Visual art designs might be beautiful.
I'm speechless at the moment, still upset with my History paper...T__T
I Did Wrong-2AM
Overall, this week's exam, wass just not as bad as I thought, but also not that good after all. Add Maths still making me sick. I wonder what will happen, if, IF WE DON'T GET TIPS FOR EXAM?
Next week will be Physics and Chemistry week, focus focus and focus. I'm actually more concentrate on Chemistry, honestly, I haven't even touched my Physics books!
Chinese Society activity week 2. At least, I don't feel stressful today.
Li Shen and Kah Yen came! Aww, how I miss them~my seniors~Li Shen's going to study Form 6, welcome back Sis~~!
Guys, T-shirt design is gonna done by ShuLee, and I really want it to be purple...We try not to use cartoons as our main design, we are going to transform to be the Artistic Weirdossss, haha. Visual art designs might be beautiful.
I'm speechless at the moment, still upset with my History paper...T__T
I Did Wrong-2AM
What a cute guy, confessed to a girl he liked, but by the time the girl saw it, he had died. Aww...anywaysss, it's just a part of a music video...HAHAHA, not real, JinWoon is still alive...LOL
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