2nd week of March

Have been a bee throughout this 3 months, I think I'm busy, but I can hardly tell what am I so busying or stressed about. Next week will be the first term school holiday, as usual, no holiday for the Form 5s. Exam is coming, right after holidays, but why are the teachers still giving so many homeworks? WE NEED TIME FOR REVISION.

I don't mind for attending extra classes during holidays, five days a week, just like those government servants working routine, as I know that I won't be studying at home by myself. NOT at all.

Targets (Wishes?) for the Diagnostic Test:

1. AT LEAST 65% and above for all science subjects and ADD MATHS! I wanna revenge! But I know I won't score that. T__T

2. Probably 80% (or above?) for Modern Maths, English and Moral.

3. "A" is a must for Chinese this time! BM as well!

4. Sejarah, I wanna get good mark for this, but, it really depends. Whether I study, or not. *sigh*

5. If, IF my total percentage is lower than 70% this time, I might cry one more time. So, better above 70%...hopefully.

Calculation time~

Case: If I wanna get more than 70% for my percentage, I MUST HAVE SCORED:

Solution:
BM 75
BI 80
BC 80
MT 90
SJ 75
PM 80
AM 55
BIO 65
PHY 60
CHE 60

Total = 720/10 = 72% (7A3B)

Another words, I need to score exactly as shown above! O-M-GGG. What a big challenge for me! I mean for the lazy me, for the AB blood type me. Yea, people with this blood type often fall asleep when studying. Thanks to Qilah's group presentation. LOL. [Sounds like I'm blaming at them pulak..no lar..I dare not to..=C]

But somehow I think that I might fail Chemistry this time, because we don't even start our lesson yet! People from the other class is at chapter 2 now, but where are we? At the MOST BEGINNING of chapter ONE! *doooooooot*

Plus, no extra class for Chemistry next week, so people, wait and see a big red mark on my result at the column written "C-H-E-M-I-S-T-R-Y". Anyway and whatever, I still need everyone's blessing. Really have to wish me luck. Wish me HAVE ENOUGH luck during the exam.

I really tried to study Biology by my own, it wasn't that hard, but the problem is, I'm not good in memorizing stuffs, and that's what causes me can't get perfect marks in subjectives. Sometimes I would ask myself: Why on Earth I ever choose to study in science stream?! So? What for complaining? It's been too late and I know it's useless to be regret. So, just keep quiet, and READ READ READ READ READ.

Why can't they pay attention on my Maths only? (Stupid lar you! <-- I mean myself) That's the only subject I'm confident with, and I don't want to ruin it, so, I'm probably going to do revision on that.

Why could this post be so panjang lebar? OMG, I reckon that this is the very first time I ever talk about exams in such "detail" way. In another explanation: I AM ACTUALLY PRETTY CONCERN AND NERVOUS AND ANXIOUS AND AFRAID ABOUT IT! If you ask me why, I would answer: look at the 2009 SPM result of our school.

As people around me said: Hello SPM 2010 :). <-- See, forcing ourselves to smile at that bl**dy SPM.



p/s: I've been saying numerous times of bl**dy this week, gosh, since when I switched my character and became such a rude girl?! NOOOO....


Favourite song of the week: Even If I Die I Can't Let You Go by 2AM, I strongly recommend!