Exam WEEKS

3 weeks exam marathon is on!! And the Form Fives throughout the whole Malaysia are extremely stressed at the moment~So do I.

Somehow I feel really tired to study in the evening, so I've started to do my revision early in the morning/midnight. I've been doing this since the second week of exam (which is today at 4am, another words, it gets started from today onwards!)

Studying at 1am and 4am is super duper "shock", haha. Surrounding is quiet, and it does help, proof? I did not do last minute revision for Moral in class today, however I still able to answer the questions, but most surprisingly, I still remember one or two of the definisi even though I did not memorize it today! LOL.

I am actually aiming an A+ for Moral, but since my pandai pandai belaka punya kawan-kawan said: No, we don't aim so high, we want an A enough, so I've changed my mind, hahahaha, so easy to get influenced. At least A. Yes.

I think I was too confident about Maths paper, I'm afraid that I will get some questions in Paper 2 wrong...praying praying and praying that I'm lucky enough......>o<

Guess what? I'm the only one of my classmates who online a day before Biology. I guess I'm "dead"...B-I-O...Wednesday will be Add Math, hoping that I won't fail anymore, failure, once is enough for me. Honestly, I don't really do revision on that subject, I think it's kinda boring, and I don't go for tuition too, so, all I can do is: shoooooooooot, temmmmmmmbak, harap boleh kena some. T__T

Friday is Sejarah!! I promised on my own that I will be focusing more on this subject for this diagnostic test, but still, the lazy me did not do any revision yet. Not never lah, I did during the holidays, for Form 5 chapters only, now I'm worrying about the Form 4's chapters, honestly to tell, from chapter 4 onwards are kinda difficult for me to memorize.....T__T

I believe that "LAZY" is a kind of sickness, time is the medicine to overcome it. As time passed, exam is getting nearer...MUAHAHAHA, no matter how lazy you are, you still have to rushhhhhhh until the end. So, keep on fighting guys!

VI 一日营 100320

我们学校昨天在 VI 算是第二大的团体，
总共有17名执委和会员出席，
在 Hang Tuah LRT 站集合的时候，
大家故意在路边坐成一排，
一字排开，
路人走过看见酱多穿着一样衣服的人，
肯定觉得怕怕，

我们的人数仅次于SBS的19人，
如果慧凌，姝俐和Nicky都有去的话，
那么人数方面就可以赢，哈哈。

我被分派去天王星组，
在组里面我是唯一一个 lokmanian，
刚开始有点不爽，
因为妗桓他们组有4 个 lokmanians，
不过后来就慢慢适应了孤单的恐惧，
尽量跟其他组员交流。
不说你们不知，我竟然和翰聪同一组。
毕业那么多年都没有见过面，
去到那么陌生的地方居然可以分到同一组。
他嘛，说话的方式倒是没变，
不过身高方面……
证实了我从六年级到现在都没长高的事实。

破冰和早餐之后，
中午时段，我们大伙儿就要飞去 Time Square，
进行我们的 Amazing Race!

*****

第一站：
去 1 楼的 7-11 找一个手长脚长，提着一个水壶的男生。

什么东东？1 楼有 3 间 7-11 耶，
到底是哪里？？？？
我们跑完了头尾 2 间都不见有个手长脚长的家伙。
最后最后才想到戏院那里也有一间……

任务：
记下 7-11 里面的货物的价钱，然后出来回答问题。

感想与教训：
原来物价都已经上涨，
回答过程中我们太低估货物的价钱了……

~~~~~

第二站：
去 9 楼找一位脸带稚气，戴眼镜，穿黑色皮鞋的男生。

任务：
叠罗汉。

感想与教训：
以后要在广场玩游戏，
千万不要被店员发现，
不然他们会叫“食Q”（保安）。

~~~~~

第三站：
到 4 楼找一位身材中等，浓眉大眼的男生。

任务：
找指定类型的路人回来……（然后不懂做什么）

感想与教训：
以后如果要作游戏站长，脾气就要很好，
解释能力也要很厉害，
要不然玩游戏的人不只会不清楚要怎么达到要求，
还会不爽站长（就算彼此不认识）。

~~~~~

第四站：

去 5 楼找一位身材高高，穿短裤，带黑色框眼镜的男生。

任务：

找一位帅哥，一位美女拍照

（很主观的那种“美”，简单来讲是外在美）

找到外国人有加分。

结果，我们一转头，

就看见一对外国人情侣走过，

帅到不行，美到爆那种！

天啊！我们还追他们到 6 楼去~哈哈！

最后还是拍到了！

感想与教训：

要玩游戏，就要勇敢，就算英文不怎么样，也要跟外国人沟通！

~~~~~

第五站：

去 8 楼找两位坐在一旁深情地思考的男生。

（一旁真的很够力一旁！他们躲的地方 Ulu 到……）

任务：

人肉手推车，走完一圈就算过关。

哈哈~这时候就有男生来做好了，

一圈很快就走完了，我们也很快的拿到下一个 clue。

感想与教训：

找到目的地后不要欢呼，不然敌对会马上过来……哈哈

（我们组在着回合的敌对是伟升他们……XD）

~~~~~

第六站：

到底层找一位右手绑着红色丝带的男生。

任务：

用 RM2 买一个面包和一包零食。

感想与教训：

买东西要看价钱！其实 RM2 买了 2 样东西还有钱找捏！

~~~~~

第七站：

去 3 楼找一位只有 14 岁，蛮高，戴眼镜，样子不符合年龄的男生。

任务：

找 2 个戴帽子的男生，2 个穿靴子的女生，

和一对穿情侣装的情侣拍照。

感想与教训：
这回合每什么好反省的。

***** Amazing Race 结束！*****

本来以为一切结束后，

竟然冒出第二个过站游戏，

当时的大家都已经累得饭也不想吃了，

还要再跑……T__T

这回合的过程我不想记载，

因为很累很无聊，而且很痛！

在玩第二个过站游戏的过程中，

我经历了人生的第一次：

第一次在那么短的时间内，

双脚抽筋超过 2 次！

现在的我根本就是半个废人，

走起来有点像个醉汉，

要我现在走直线，还难过登天！

幸好用 key board 打字是不需要双脚……

哈哈！

*****

一日营结束之后，

我们大伙儿走到 Time Square 去吃东西。

一边吃，一边谈刚刚所经历的一切。

看见比我小的执委何会员那么尽兴，

我也觉得高兴。

其实执委与执委之间要增进感情，

唯一的方式就是出来玩，

因为在学会里面，就算没有吵架，

要 high 起来其实还蛮困难，

我觉得而已啦……

经过了 Taman Pertanian 一日游，

《拯救梦田》大闹普豪家，

以及这次的一日营，

真的感觉到执委与执委之间的话题多了，

希望大家在学会里面好好合作啦~

不知道下一次的出游会在什么时候呢？ ^^

生活中的傻事

1、用手插入米缸的米里面插来插去/玩来玩去

2、地下有阶砖时，特意隔一格一格来走（不可走过界，要完全在格内）

3、用镜面等反光物品反射阳光，照来照去

4、铺张纸在硬币上面，然后用铅笔在上面描，描个形出来

5、吃完瑞士糖（Sugus）之后，将糖纸包回原本四四方方的形状出来

6、超级市场踩着购物车行走

7、贴张写着“我是白痴”等等的纸条在同学的背后

8、拍别人左边 站在别人右边

9、踩别人的影子

10、丢别人门口的拖鞋下楼

11、下楼梯时坐在扶手上面滑下来

12、在电梯(Escalator)上往相反方向走

13、用萤光笔(Highlighter)油指甲

14、下雨用伞，总是故意地转那把伞

15、对着镜子学跳舞／演戏／唱歌

16、在街上见到狗就扮猫叫，见到猫就扮狗吠

17、下雨的时候,拿起伞故意往雨大的地方走去 听雨啪啪的声音 感觉很爽

18、玩家电包装里的那张有很多泡泡的塑料膜,把泡泡一个一个按破

19、用圆珠笔在皮肤上画“纹身”

20、读完了以上 19 项后自己傻笑！

笑一个吧，考试来临也要勉强让自己轻松一下，不然真的会傻掉。 XD

4:30am

Study in the dawn is not a bad idea. It helps, but not a lot this time, because this was the first time I tried it, and I felt asleep very naturally. I think I probably will try it tomorrow morning. ^^

Today's extra class had delayed for an hour, as Encik Kamal had some problem on his motorcycle, which the bike that he always feels proud of riding it, suddenly had a problem on the road, so he was late. The class was OK, as I prefer yesterday's, because we were studying in the ODT.

Air-cond is very important!

After the lesson only I realised that, I HAVE NOT TOUCHED PHYSICS! But no worries, because Physics will be the last paper. Haha, so I still have SOME time, for now, I need to concentrate more on Biology, Chemistry, Add Maths and Sejarah. Kesian Physics, telah saya pulaukan dalam minggu ini.

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Girls' Generation new MV is out!

Run Devil Run by SNSD

Yesterday, I've been waiting for this MV to be released in the whole day, keep checking on Youtube and Daily Kpop News, but none of those websites have uploaded it. Until today only I know that the video is to be released at 12.ooam, 18 March 2010. =3=

I like Taeyeon, Yuri and Tiffany's new concept, they really transform so much! Totally different from "Oh!".

They're going to perform at Music Bank this Friday, gonna watch it!


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I wonder how many of my friends could guess my new blog URL? Until now, only 4 of my friends guessed it correctly. Hwaiting everyone! HAHAHA.

Day out with friends

We had Sejarah extra class in school this morning, after the lesson, we skipped Add Maths and went to Time Square. We= Me, Tiff, Yan, Corn, Ian, Kenny and Ham, 7 of us. Too bad that Qilah wasn't with us, other wise I think that we might have lots of fun, or should say more fun?

Had our meal at Old Town then after that, hanging around. LOL. Ian said this was called "social ill", yea, that's what we learnt in English lesson. 2 hours could be really really long if you have nothing to do. We were walking around in TS for two hours, aimless. And I'm bored.

As I said we had nothing to do, nothing to look for, nothing to buy and so on, so we entered Borders. There is a department selling unique luggage tags, which have "don't touch!", "put it back, it's not yours!", and "this is mine, put it back!".

Guess what we did? Tiff told Ham, "put them on your back side." And Ian said, "no, should put somewhere else." Then he grabbed a "this is mine, put it back!" tag and put it at..."somewhere else". LOL

When the time reached 1:45pm, then everyone became more excited, because the movie was going to start! We watched Alice in Wonderland 3D. The movie was quite good but not as good as I expected, anyway, I still like it! Especially Mad Hatter!

Alice: ~There are 6 impossible things~

AbNorMaL DaY

Today's Add Maths extra class was sooo crazy, especially our dearest Ms. Chan, shouted the word "SH*T!" so loud in class, and everyone was like: Wow! Who's that?! ... and then people in class... "HAHAHAHA." all together. (Include me, sorry Ms. Chan~XD)

For some reason, my friends have such abnormal behavior today, and I reckon they think the same way with me. (Which means they think I'm abnormal too)

Exam's coming, so people are acting like non-human. XD

Strongly hope that tomorrow's Alice in Wonderland 3D ticket is available, I've been waiting for that movie for so long! Can't miss that movie, no matter what happen, I still wanna watch it! Nothing's going to stop me from entering the theater! Haha.

Just have a look at the SPM timetable, OMG, our exam starts on 22nd of November and ends on 13 of December! Deduct weekend and 2 days I don't have any paper to sit, the whole duration is just 8 to 9 days! WOW! Even shorter than exam held in school!

See, I behave like a non-human now. Human suppose to feel nervous of exam, but I'm excited (same as Ms. Chan) when I saw the timetable, because I like the arrangement of time and papers. Let's countdown until the date we finish our SPM! Hahahahaha.

Today I'm gonna study Chemistry, again. And this is the very first time I do my revision on my own about chapters that the teacher hasn't taught. With this, I realised that the only thing we need to do in our studies is to be concentrate. And I'm trying to be more concentrate, trying to resist my handphone mp3 and the PC!

Ok, I think it's enough for this post.

STUDY TIME

21 Guns

My favourite English song! And Green Day rockxxx!

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One 21 guns
Lay down your arms give up the fight
One 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky you and i

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One 21 guns
Lay down your arms give up the fight
One 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky you and i

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One 21 guns
Lay down your arms give up the fight
One 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One 21 guns
Lay down your arms give up the fight
One 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky you and i

These are...@__@

Since when?

Since when I started to be so hardworking? People who know me know that I will never start my revision a week before exam, why am I like this?!

I think I'm crazy but actually am not. It's suppose to be NORMAL (for other people but not me obviously).

Posting this shows that I'm insane. Am I?

Study a week before exam is good, but the disadvantage for me is: For sure! I will not remember what I've read.

My orang tua punya style advice: Kids, read more, it's good for you and it trains you not to be sleepy easily when you want to study in the future.

L-O-L

Left: Hongki............Right: Heechul

They are good friends, even acting also wear the same costume...hahahaha

Out-Home-Out Again

Went to CitiBank building this morning with mom, helped her on changing something, and I find out that old people, I mean MIDDLE aged people's respond on technology is 100000 times more slower than youngsters...When the machine said: Touch the screen to...Then my mom clicked the keypad. When the machine said: Click the keypad to...Then my mom touched the screen.

Initially planned to go survey PC printers prices somewhere in KL, however, nothing is more powerful than this to stop and postpone my plan: I'm tired (said by mom). Whatever.

I don't know where to start my revision. Do I suppose to do revision for Form 4 chapters, or, the Form 5? ARGHHH. I opened the refrence book and stared at the index page for several minutes, Form 4? Form 5? Form 4? Form 5? Form 4? Form 5? Form 4? Form 5? Form 4? Form 5? Form 4? Form 5? Form 4? Form 5? Form 4? Form 5? Form 4? Form 5????????

And I ended up with...blogging. This is what I called bad impact of don't know what to study.

Weekend focus: Biology, Chemistry
Tell me that I can make it!

Gonna go to Subang after this, so now, sTuDy TiMe.

Even If i Die..

Even though I’m young, the pain is the same

Just because I don’t know the world very well

Doesn’t mean that I don’t know pain

Why do you lie, saying it’ll be okay?

How will my heart that hurts this much

Be healed so easily?

How will I live without you?

That’s why I
Can’t let you go, even if I die

How am I suppose to let you go?

Whether you go or leave, fix my heart

If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain

So that I can at least live

I wouldn’t be able to live anyway

I can’t let you go, even if I die

No matter how much you push me away

I’ll hold onto you until the end

So that you won’t be able to go anywhere

If you’re really going to leave, then lie

That we should meet again tomorrow

That we should meet as we smile

If breaking up wasn’t a joke,

Then I
Can’t let you go, even if I die

How am I suppose to let you go?

Whether you go or leave, fix my heart

If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain

So that I can at least live

I wouldn’t be able to live anyway

I can’t let you go, even if I die

We went through so much time together

How are you telling me to live by myself now?

I can’t do that, I can’t
I can’t let you go, even if I die

I really can’t let you go

How am I suppose to let you go?

I can’t let you go

Whether you go or leave, fix my heart

If you can’t fix it so that I won’t be in pain

So that I can at least live

I wouldn’t be able to live anyway

I can’t let you go, even if I die

2AM - Even If I Die, I Can't Let You Go

source: http://jklov.wordpress.com/2010/01/24/lyrics-2am-wont-let-you-go-even-if-i-die/

2nd week of March

Have been a bee throughout this 3 months, I think I'm busy, but I can hardly tell what am I so busying or stressed about. Next week will be the first term school holiday, as usual, no holiday for the Form 5s. Exam is coming, right after holidays, but why are the teachers still giving so many homeworks? WE NEED TIME FOR REVISION.

I don't mind for attending extra classes during holidays, five days a week, just like those government servants working routine, as I know that I won't be studying at home by myself. NOT at all.

Targets (Wishes?) for the Diagnostic Test:

1. AT LEAST 65% and above for all science subjects and ADD MATHS! I wanna revenge! But I know I won't score that. T__T

2. Probably 80% (or above?) for Modern Maths, English and Moral.

3. "A" is a must for Chinese this time! BM as well!

4. Sejarah, I wanna get good mark for this, but, it really depends. Whether I study, or not. *sigh*

5. If, IF my total percentage is lower than 70% this time, I might cry one more time. So, better above 70%...hopefully.

Calculation time~

Case: If I wanna get more than 70% for my percentage, I MUST HAVE SCORED:

Solution:
BM 75
BI 80
BC 80
MT 90
SJ 75
PM 80
AM 55
BIO 65
PHY 60
CHE 60

Total = 720/10 = 72% (7A3B)

Another words, I need to score exactly as shown above! O-M-GGG. What a big challenge for me! I mean for the lazy me, for the AB blood type me. Yea, people with this blood type often fall asleep when studying. Thanks to Qilah's group presentation. LOL. [Sounds like I'm blaming at them pulak..no lar..I dare not to..=C]

But somehow I think that I might fail Chemistry this time, because we don't even start our lesson yet! People from the other class is at chapter 2 now, but where are we? At the MOST BEGINNING of chapter ONE! *doooooooot*

Plus, no extra class for Chemistry next week, so people, wait and see a big red mark on my result at the column written "C-H-E-M-I-S-T-R-Y". Anyway and whatever, I still need everyone's blessing. Really have to wish me luck. Wish me HAVE ENOUGH luck during the exam.

I really tried to study Biology by my own, it wasn't that hard, but the problem is, I'm not good in memorizing stuffs, and that's what causes me can't get perfect marks in subjectives. Sometimes I would ask myself: Why on Earth I ever choose to study in science stream?! So? What for complaining? It's been too late and I know it's useless to be regret. So, just keep quiet, and READ READ READ READ READ.

Why can't they pay attention on my Maths only? (Stupid lar you! <-- I mean myself) That's the only subject I'm confident with, and I don't want to ruin it, so, I'm probably going to do revision on that.

Why could this post be so panjang lebar? OMG, I reckon that this is the very first time I ever talk about exams in such "detail" way. In another explanation: I AM ACTUALLY PRETTY CONCERN AND NERVOUS AND ANXIOUS AND AFRAID ABOUT IT! If you ask me why, I would answer: look at the 2009 SPM result of our school.

As people around me said: Hello SPM 2010 :). <-- See, forcing ourselves to smile at that bl**dy SPM.



p/s: I've been saying numerous times of bl**dy this week, gosh, since when I switched my character and became such a rude girl?! NOOOO....


Favourite song of the week: Even If I Die I Can't Let You Go by 2AM, I strongly recommend!

2AM craze?

OMG

Thanks to today's morning school DJ, Adli,
I think I'm kinda falling in love with 2AM songs~
Ballads, MY FAV!

Confession of A Friend


Even If I Die I Can't Let You Go

到了明天

到了明天 Super Junior M

到了明天 说好不再见面
坐在街尾的店
我一个人点了一杯想念
到了明天 只能让爱擦肩
两个人的笑脸 天亮前
变成泛黄的照片
身边 寂寞在蔓延
视线 被泪水模糊焦点
把我爱你 留在了心底 放在了唇边

到了明天 你就离开我身边
到了明天 独自向流星许愿
像一场电影的完结篇 我们的结局应验谁预言
碎了一地的诺言 拼凑不回的昨天
可我仍期待奇迹会再出现
而你身影越来越远

爱 还留在我房间
回忆还很新鲜
一瞬间 感觉你就在眼前
身边 寂寞在蔓延
这视线 被泪水模糊焦点
一句我爱你 深深留在了心底 放在了唇边

到了明天 你就离开我身边
到了明天 独自向流星许愿
像一场电影的完结篇
我们的结局应验谁的预言
碎了一地的诺言 拼凑不回的昨天
可我依旧期待奇迹会出现
而你离去 身影却越来越远

没有你 爱开始冬眠
孤单会占据每一天
我站在路灯下面 冷清的街边
那个曾相拥的地点
是我们一起躲过雨的屋檐

到了明天 你就离开我身边
到了明天 独自向流星许愿
像一场电影的完结篇
我们的结局应验谁的预言
碎了一地的诺言 拼凑不回的昨天
可我仍待奇迹会再出现 oh~

我依然还 怀念相爱的从前
我依然还 等你回到我身边
泪流在我冰冷的枕边
按下暂停的时间
直到你再次出现
无法承受没有你的每一天
我爱你 不会改变
我爱你 直到永远

每天都期待，
到了明天，
一切就会回到原状。
可是，
事实往往不会如我所愿。

Continue to be in the same mood

I

AM

A

LONER

IN

MY

OWN

HOME.

HOW

FUNNY.

CN Blue: I'm A Loner, Wetoriya.

So EVERYONE,

keep ignoring me.

Now only I realise,

life of a loner is sooooo "FUN".

And I "LOVE" it!

KaRa Lupin

Somehow I think the dance is similar with SHINee's Ring Ding Dong. But anyway, I still think KaRa's dance is always powerful, this is what we call "Girls' Power", LOL!

Proud to be a girl!

In a...horrible mood

Performance was OK, but not as good as I expected, maybe I have had too high expectation. Anyway, I still have to say, you guys really have done a great job, especially the emcees, you guys are hilarious!

Every woman (lady/girl/female) in this family is ignoring me, DOESN'T MATTER! Keep it on! I enjoy being ALONE!

What's wrong if I just wanna watch my favourite show?
What's the big deal if I just wanna watch my beloved band's live show?
WHAT'S WRONG IF I'M WATCHING KOREAN SHOWS?!

Just suffered from strong headache...but now I'm already alright.

Girls' Generation's Yuri is diagnosed with H1N1 virus, this news shocked and frightened me, I was numb when I saw the news title in Facebook Daily K Pop News page, hope she's alright and get well really really really soon. Girls' Generation must have 9 all together in every performance!

I wonder how's Eunhyuk's situation now? He was diagnosed with H1N1 too last week. And you know what? Somehow I suspect that the virus is spread in their comapny's building, because Eunhyuk and Yuri are both from the same company, HAHA.

Previously I stated that exam's driving me crazy, but now, another matter is bothering me. A simple but strong word: F-A-M-I-L-Y.

Happy 20th Birthday Hongki!

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY HONGKI!

Can't wait for FT Island's comeback in 2010,

and their new songs, new album, new performances,

and hopefully a (some..haha..) new drama of Hongki~

All the best in 2010, Hongki~