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全都怪 SHINee。

短短 4 个月内发了 3 张单曲，还要是旧歌的日版，现在又来一张 full album 来给我，更来三个不同版本，不如杀了我吧……

为什么你们要那么棒？为什么我会喜欢你们？/sob/

花钱是会心痛啦，可是东西寄到家里来的时候还真的很兴奋呢。

沦陷了沦陷了，没得救了。朋友还说我们要买到 30 岁，我说不必到 30 岁啦，20 几就当兵了哈哈，然后我们都笑翻了。不知要开心好，还是伤心好。

日语首辑 The First 1123 发行也太突然了吧？那五只会不会都累坏了呢？在日本一定很辛苦，忙内在 11 月还有大学入学试，不知道有没有时间读书呢？

普通版- 13首歌曲，44页写真，随机成员卡片一张，大概113令吉

限定版 - 12首歌曲，68页写真，活动及花絮DVD，2012日历，大约 150 令吉

限定版 - 12首歌曲，88页写真（包括伦敦写真，我的天），mp3 player，活动及花絮DVD，2012 日历，大概240令吉。

本人是比较想买150那个，可是封面我比较喜欢240那个，铉Key耶！都搭肩膀了，拍摄都那么高调，可是价钱方面就太吓人了。他们在伦敦的生活写真一定很精彩 T___T

有关钥匙的事情就跟我有关，那家伙真的长不大，最出名的爱好就是收集玩具。我说钥匙啊，你收集玩具总动员，跟我收集关于你的一切，没有差别吧？

SHINee me2day 111017: [Key] Tada!! 范的世界！！

说那孩子永远5岁果然没有错。继续可爱下去吧！<3

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我这个人没有什么不好，最糟糕的是，守自己的秘密一流。

不知道该怎么说啦。

改变

平常不怎么注意小事情的我，今晚不知为什么突然感性起来了。

这样就10月了。

老实说，除了年头挣了人生中的第一个一千块，还有在这学期连续考到两次90分以外，我好像都没有干过什么好事，或者任何有建设性的事情。

完全没有。

还有，华语退步绝对没办法开玩笑。这是要在私立大学念书的代价？借口。

未来专业会计师在此。（苦笑）

怎么看我都不觉得自己像个会计师，大概是因为我还处于那种“除了韩流以外什么都不管”的状态吧？我知道再这样我就死定的，但是……再让我任性几个月好吗？

开始想念老朋友的，估计没有人会找到这个部落格吧？毕竟换名字后都没有通知任何人。

其实我真的还是老样子。

依然喜欢大声笑。

依然喜欢作弄朋友们。

依然喜欢韩流。

依然喜欢白巧克力。

依然不喜欢读书。

依然喜欢钥匙。

那又怎样？环境变了，我的选择改变我的人生了。说来说去，还不是放不下那些你们所谓“不知道有什么好的整容怪物”。

改变自己的那天未必是现在，人是需要时间的。

[0923 Key's 20th Birthday] 20 reasons why ~*~*YOU*~*~

1. You teach me to be a good and responsible child to my parents.

2. You inspire me to care more about my external appearance in public. *forever fixing your clothes and hair*

3. You teach me to be caring to people around me.


4. You are so handsome. For sure.

5. And sexy. Duh.


6. You're so soft and loving, take good care of your pet puppy :D


7. You're very honest and straight-forward, and you never lie.

8. You are extremely amazing, duhh, you're the Almighty Key.

9. I love your voice. It's unique.


10. You're always mean to Jjong, and tease him a lot.


11. You're a true idol who cares about image in public. Well, kinda.

12. Your eyebrows. They were so thick back then :(


13. Diva-ish side of you.


14. Your randomness.


15. You'll be a good father for our children.


16. Ye, chef. Cook for me please?


17. Fashionable fab diva.


18. You always answer the fans, friendly kitty is friendly.

19. Thanks for going for the audition. I wouldn't have loved you if you didn't take the first step.

20. Because you are Kim Kibum.


I'm glad that you always have been working hard to chase your dream, thanks for being part of SHINee, thanks for providing so many awesome performances to us, thanks for appearing in my life and make me happy :) Oh, and thanks to Kibum's umma and appa for creating precious Key lol.


You have been getting skinnier day by day, I would beat you up if you say it's your fashion sense, please, don't you ever try thinking in that way, skinny doesn't mean fashionable anyway. I know you hate to hear this but still: EAT MORE. LOL whatever it is, just be the way you naturally are, that's most important. I'm so bipolar omg.


You've been doing well in Japan and I'm proud of you guys. You are so popular in Japan, people know you, people in Japan are more familiar with SHINee nowadays :D Your schedule is so packed, so don't forget to rest too ok.


Well, I don't have anymore wishes or hopes, or anymore higher expectations on you, you're awesome and successful enough in your age. The only thing I want is, you, Kim Kibum, to be happy, always.


Please make your 20th (21st in Korean age) year in life full of laughter and happiness and no tears :)

Oh by the way, no matter how old you are, to me, you're forever a 5-year-old cutie pie kitty :3 Please be a kitty forever, pleaseee?

And lastly, happy birthday Key. I love you.

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It was SHINee's concert in SG yesterday, /sighs/ I swear I could have been there if the progress test wasn't yesterday. Sobbing at all those JongKey moments, I must witness at least once in my life ok, that's too beautiful to miss out ;~;

Test was tough, but I got 90 out of 100 and I'm so proud of myself :D I love financial accounting till the max! So, see how am I gonna die for the rest of the papers, I haven't even started revising omg.

I have some thoughts, something that is too embarrassed to be told, but never mind, I'm really good in keeping my own secrets. Sometimes there are things that should be kept unknown forever, for my own good as well as the others, I don't want to hurt anyone, that's why. Friends are important to me.

I try not to make myself like that, but isn't it natural? I don't even know where the hell do I get that influence lol. Just...I'll try keep myself away from that thing, be normal, be normal...BE NORMAL.

We talk a lot recently, just...keep the distance, friend is friend.

Oh well, baby Key's birthday is coming :D Jjong said I love you to him during the concert, how sweet can that be, aww. I don't know what can I do for him, let's just hope that the Keytime DVD is still available and I'll buy it for sure!

Oh and the official photobook from Keytime, it's so tempting too :Q__ Keytime is the best!

Addiction is something that I can never overcome.

When you notice there are some changes happening to you, but it might not be acceptable by the people, what should you do? Or...what will you do?

Face it?

Hide it?

Ignore it?

Forget it?

Well, different direction is different. I'm always fine, just need a place to spit out my words, hi bloggie, I miss you so much...