April 2014 was pretty impressive, I scored the lowest score in my life ever, and I also got the biggest compliment at all time. So I guess this is what people say life has ups and downs, like a roller coaster ride? Static life is boring, I used to love it but now I prefer a change :)
Missions are still ongoing. I'm glad that I was being challenged to do something I would rather die than doing, and I always feel thankful for whoever that challenge me for my own good instead of for them to fulfill their competitiveness. Cuz of the challenge I realize how important sports are, by exercising really help a lot in distracting myself from being unnecessarily negative or sad, even just for awhile.
I met Qilah again after so long, noticing how much both of us had changed because of people.
I wanted to talk about the SAC Sports Day but...I'll keep it a secret as of now, I don't want things to get out of hand because of my own feelings and weird behaviour. Don't tell me I'm not weird because you're not me. I actually felt like shit during sports day haha, anyway it's not like I have never experienced the same feeling, I know I'll get over it really soon. I'm getting over it. I believe. Nah.
This month was kinda long? Time passed so slow until I couldn't breathe sometimes. But hey, the good thing about time passing slowly is that you take note of everything you did, you remember everything, and you either enjoy it or suffer from it. Life consists of pain and pleasure to make it balance anyway.
Wait, I think I forgot how much of an embarrassment I was during sports day hahahahaha bye gonna dissolve into the thin air, miserably.
Looking forward for our next run and coffee date! And also the day when all my friends are breathing the same air with me again. How to lepak when both of us are being separated with an Indian Ocean? Anyway the next month will be 2 hundred million times more shittier than April, gotta get geared up for exams! What doesn't kill me makes me stronger, definitely.
Oh, by the way, before I forget, I finished reading The Perks Of Being A Wallflower in 2 days and then I watched the movie as well. This was the only time when I actually ~finish~ a book, in 2 days wow, come I clap for myself first *claps*.
Anyway it's a great book, especially for those who perceive shy people are antisocial or not confident by choice, it's actually not. Highly recommended because it's the best way to understand the inner thoughts of a person who has low self-esteem. The best way to understand me. Too.
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