看我七十二变！

二十一啦！大个女啦，要乖啦，
不可以再耍脾气啦，
可以自行决定结婚啦！

长大让我有很很多感触，
过去两、三年里面，
自己最疯狂的岁月里面，
错过了很多，
简单来说就是花太多时间和精神在不该的事上，
再不然就是被不喜欢的事情捆绑着手脚，
因此造成了错失。
所以今年都要一一弥补，
跟最亲的朋友们一起完成共同任务，
势必在成年时履行少年时的梦想等等，
说到好像很大件事那样，
其实还满大件事的啦。

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很高兴自己终于选择放下，
我的初心，我岁月里最疯狂的，
不过是最闪耀的你们。
谢谢你们出现在我的世上，
有你们陪伴的四年间，
我沉迷了很久，也明白了许多，
我了解到身边的人事物不值得这样被我忽略，
把这些人事物的存在当作理所当然，被我牺牲。
我有很多话想跟你们说，
很想看你们的演唱会，很想试试追着你们跑，
不过看来我们之间好像就到此为止了。
也许在外人眼里，现在的我，
在说这番话的我，是夸张诠释，不切实际，
对一群完全不知道我的存在的人感到感伤，
感到无限抱歉，很傻，很无谓。

我还是那句，你们懂什么？
将心比心，要你交往四年后主动提出分手，
一定也很伤心难过外加不忍心。

每个人有权利崇拜偶像，
偶像可以是家族，也可以是明星，
这不是什么羞耻或值得批评的事情。
他们是一个人仰慕的对象，
是精神的寄托，喜怒哀乐都可以隔空分享的对象。
偶像的定义不只是仰慕你的外表和才华，
也喜欢你的涵养，
有内涵的人才值得大家尊重那么久，
就算隔住一个海洋的距离也在欣赏着的就是偶像。

每个少女都有历经追星的阶段，
可以很癫狂，也可以很平静。
I believe when something started, there must be an ending.
When it is coming to an end, this is not necessarily the finale,
it could be a comma of a sentence, on the other side,
it could also be the climax.
I'm not sure how should I describe my phase,
but I'm sure it's definitely not the finale.
I'm just letting it go, so I could discover more in life,
spend more time with people I care the most,
and do things I've always been wanting to do.

有人告诉我，这不是什么值得感到愧疚的事。
她说得对，兴趣可以是短暂的，
就算失去了，是自己的事情，
没有交代的必要，也不用觉得内疚。
只在乎曾经拥有，大概是这样的意思吧？
他们始终在我心里占据过很大的位置，
我知道我不是放弃，只是放下。
这需要很大的决心。

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反正今年最主要的任务是改变自己，
变漂亮变聪明变健康是必然的，
我还要变勤劳啦。

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"Thank you, my Prince, that I have dreamt of, don't forget how my heart raced, when you looked at me."

My First Ever Magical World Encounter

If you know me well enough you should know I'm a Disney fan since forever :)

Can you imagine how excited I was when I got my entrance ticket for Hong Kong Disneyland?
Can you imagine how I am going to scream and run around like a child?
Can you imagine stepping on the land of the Magical World of Mickey Mouse?
Can you imagine riding on Cinderella's merry-go-round?
Can you imagine shouting "Andy's coming!" at the characters at Toy Story Land?
Can you imagine hugging a Mickey mascot like a freaking 5-year-old with a delightful wide smile on the face?

I have had so much expectations prior my Disneyland trip,
and I was expecting all of them to come true.
Well some did come true but with a bit terrible experience.
I won't say I didn't enjoy it, at least Disneyland made my (crappy) HK trip more memorable,
it was my childhood dream after all, of course I'm really happy that it came true.

Never ever travel to HK in December anymore.
Cold weather is one thing, the wind and the never-ending drizzle are kind of irritating,
couldn't take the rides because of the weather :c
Anyway minus the rain and the wind, Disneyland was awesome!
For the first time in forever, I was actually breathing the magical air in this magical land.

I'm bad at words so I'll just show some pictures I took in the rain lol
Thank you Mr. Phone for surviving in such weather with me.